the chase .

oh , HELLO .

OKAY , ini post panjang punyaa .

and and tetiba rasa nak buang tabiat pulakk tulis dlm english language .

mungkin sbb dah lame sgt x buat essay .

so , bace aje lahh .

any grammar mistakes , sorry .

i'm not too good in writing :D

so , here it goes .

As teenagers , it's perfectly normal to have flings , lots of 'em . Perfectly normal , because we tend to get bored easily at this age . Emmm , it's like when you go to an ice-cream store for the first time since you can remember it , you don't dive in to the first flavour you thought you like . You taste all the ones that catches your attention . The one with bright colours , the one with exotic names , the one that have all sort of sweet things inside them , before you pick the best . The one that you can't get enough of . So yeah . I guess being a teenager is slightly the same experience as going into an ice-cream store for the first time .

You can't judge anybody for having flings because it's normal for us . Just like the adults say : " You're just a kid , you're not ready yet for a real relationship " . So it's not wrong to have flings , with no string attached . Only that with flings , somebody gonna end up hurting . And the one that ended up hurting will try to hurt the other one that hurt the one that ended up hurting in the first place . Get it ?

I think you got it . Okay . I love flings . As much as the next girl does . You know what's so fun with flings ? The thrill of getting to know a new person , feeling new emotions , getting to know different personalities . New experience altogether . Then, there's the chase . Yeah, you know what I'm talking about . THE CHASE . The freaking chase that everybody loves . It's just the thing you normally do when you know a new person and the new person wants to get-to-know you too . You defend yourself from all the charming words he uses as a weapon to crush your defense . You simply put up a fight when he's trying to get you . It's not like you don't like him either , but where is the fun to just collapse into his open arms ?

I love the chase . The thrill, the excitement . The way that you sometime think about what he may come up with next to try and break down your shield that is protecting you from him . And it's fun making them chase you too . There's nothing wrong in that either because they like to chase , you give them the chance to chase . But then , the thing with THE CHASE is that when you are tired of running and you wanted to take a break , that's when everything stop . He caught up with you , enjoys his conquest and then he find another prey to chase . The same goes to you tho , you tired of running from the same person , so you get another person to run away from . The cycle goes on like that .

As much as I love the chase , as much as everybody love the chase , sometimes we grow tired of it . And I'm taking a quote from The House Bunny movie - It's like a meteor. AHA , GOTCHA ! It burns bright as it pass by but then it went off and disappear . So does the the thrill of the chase . When the right person comes along , like I said before when you found the one that you can't get enough of , you don't want to run away anymore . But if the person still enjoys the thrill of the chase , then that's a problem . You still have to keep running , even when you're tired , you have to keep running to make him stay . Ok maybe you don't have to stop dead , because then it won't be fun either way . But it's still worrying .

I just want to slow my pace from running to maybe walking , in a faster rate . Like when you saw that one perfect thing on sale and there's another person at the side of the store eyeing it too but you don't want to make sudden movements because then people will think you're crazy kind of walking pace .

aha , panjang la jugakk en ?

ini la apa yang akn terjadi klu kita tulis x tgk screen .

++ when it comes straight from our heart , lung and soul HAHA .

main tulis aje .

so , this is it .

typing error or ape ape aje , bia je lahh .

korng paham paham sendiri .

I guess we just have to see what'll happen when I stop running.